the time I went to Utah and had the most fulfilling trip there possible - artistically, emotionally, relationally, every-ly. the time I shot a lot of film and felt happy and excited and personally-artistically evolved in an way that had nothing to do with school. the time my sister and I stayed up crying and talking about things that matter and hurt and teach us things and then we watched east bound and down clips. the time my sister and I spent 10 days together and didn’t get into a fundamentally-frustrating fight. the time she made me go on multiple dates with cute mormon men which I resented and loved at the same time, including one that taught me a lot about what I want and what I don’t want (so I got rid of what I didn’t want) —- 

Ugh, the time(s) I feel too happy and appreciative for words.

I cannot wait for the next chapter of my life (/adulthood).